It felt so good to hear Idx's voice again after so looongggggg. Didn't go for the avatar screening today. one because it was late in the evening :/  two, I thought I couldn't make it and they've booked seats. Oh well there's always next time! I've revamped my lj again, this time I think it looks more appeasing. I've got loads of packing to do :/ and mum brought new swimsuits for everyone. I kinda look like an ice skater in water wearing that suit. When it comes to journal entries I feel that words aren't adequate enough to capture the mixed synaesthesia feeling I have now. Like Swaying Bitterly. How does that sound? This journal doesn't really capture the real me. I'd say about 45%? okay, make it around 55% Its hovering somewhere on that line. I've only written stuff of what people would think of me, their perceptions not mine. Should I write something different they'll go, this is so not Athirah or probably she quoted it somewhere. Signs. I need to lose weight by the way. The holiday craze or fever, whatever you call it, even passing A level moods is starting to have a tool on me, its making me lazy. Perhaps I should find work again at MOE. Get rid of this before it becomes a habit. I know working at MOE isn't easy. Long hours, awful food but you'll be well fed when they have guest and talks etc.

My feet are getting cold and old. I need to let them lose, in the water maybe? Dear world, how has life affected you lately?
I've been wearing out too thin.

Perhaps I should get myself a new blog hmph...

I'll come back when you call me, no need to say goodbye

 I'm leaving for Melaka from Saturday to Monday just in case you're wondering where I've been. Going swimming (:
xoxo to the lovely people! Happy holidays ahead!

 

I want these love stockings!

A laptop! Like finally. I've been to a place where technology is rural, no lines, hand phones and internet. Technically, I've been out of civilization for a bit. Did loads of cooking and tried new recipes and as promised to Qisti, here's the photos of what I've been brewing recently.

 

   They turned out okay I guess. It was my first time cooking it. That heart there is of course for someone special whom I've been missing terribly these few days <3 and yes Qisti I missed you too! I think I've become a lazy bum these few days. I've grown up and I'm legal. But people still view me as a fourteen year old. Its so frustrating to convince people, well certain people. I need to get more air and a holiday. As inspired by Sarah and Rockstar diaries, I've decided to make this too

 

Today was awesome because I get to see Idx and ate ice cream while listening to the soundtrack of 500 days of summer. Turns out we both wore grey! Haha, coincidence much? (: We especially like the song Us by Regina Spector. She's really great on the vocals. I want more blissful outings like these. (500) days of summer was awesome, it was sort of refreshing in a way We ate ice cream with marshmallows, seeing children play, giggled, took pictures, our kinda summer (:

 
This is a story of boy meets girl. The boy, Tom Hansen of Margate, New Jersey, grew up believing that he'd never truly be happy until the day he met the one. This belief stemmed from early exposure to sad British pop music and a total mis-reading of the movie 'The Graduate'. The girl, Summer Finn of Shinnecock, Michigan, did not share this belief. Since the disintegration of her parent's marriage she'd only love two things. The first was her long dark hair. The second was how easily she could cut it off and not feel a thing. Tom meets Summer on January 8th. He knows almost immediately she is who he has been searching for. This is a story of boy meets girl, but you should know upfront, this is not a love story.
~ (500) Day of Summer

Will be away till the 17 like that. Contact me via fb or email. Till then! toodles. Xoxo

Yesterday was an awesome and amazing night of laughter, fun, FOOD, LIME, smoke, soot and loads and loads of jokes. Haven't got much photos here though, more when Ju uploads them. I was so tired when I got back with my legs sore all over. Nevertheless it was good and worth it. Joked all the way and Raph made loads of funny jokes over lime and Titus. The food was great and so was the finale - sparkles thanks to Ms Lin (:
43C is so unpredictable at some all times.Will miss the good times we had in the past.
 

 

i reactivated my twitter.
you'll know how
to find me
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buaix.